Thanks.

....but it's probably just easy for me to voice these ideals, because I really don't know, what it's like to really face these things.

Everything I know, about my father's death, about my future, are things I found out here. Before I came here, I didn't know anything, so all I've been able to do was tack ideals on top of ideals, try to plan out the way I want to make things right.